Musannaf Ibn Abi Shayba 33:304

Abu Mu'awiyah narrated to us, from al-A'mash, from Ibrahim, from Alqama, who said: Abdullah fell ill with an illness, and he became distressed by it. So we said, "We have not seen you distressed in an illness of yours like this." He said, "It has seized me and brought me near to heedlessness."