Musannaf Ibn Abi Shayba 33:677

Yahya ibn Yaman narrated to us, from Malik ibn Mighwal, from Abu Ishaq, from Abu Maysarah, who said: When he would retire to his bed, he would weep, then say: "I wish my mother had not given birth to me." It was said: "Why?" He said: "Because we have been informed that we will enter it (the Fire), but we have not been informed that we will depart from it."